MikeStu
December 11, 2002, 02:45 AM
WEll, i duuno why i am doing this, but i think about You guys as of my friends, and I just wanted to share some thing with you....
Yesterday my bf and I had to brake up. Well, "had to"....Ok, we've been together for 2 months, maybe not long, but we already felt very strong and deep feelings, were together almost 24/7, had a great time, "perfect couple". Last week was strange, he was kind of sad and absend minded and finally 2 days ago he said that he signed a contract for 8-months-cruise on the ship on Canary Islands, starting in March. Well, i knew about thses plans, but there was no sign of any details, any contracts, any dates etc. so, i wasn't worry, although i said that i don't wanna him to go and maybe we can do something else to earn the money for the new flat etc etc. But he did it. I was really angry! I didn't know what to say, what to do with us... We had very bad argue, full of strong words...
Yesterday he called me and said that we MUST brake up. for us. For our future. That he loves me sooooo much now, and he can't go deeper into this (or any) realtionship, 'cause it will be even more painful for him , for me etc etc. 8 months without each other can change everything, and he doesn't want to think about this. he wants to stop this realtionship now, before it will be stronger etc etc.
I just can't understand that decision, i'd love to spend next 3 months with him, show him, that we can make it etc etc, but he doesn't know what he really wants, and said this decision is the best he can see now.
It hurts....
I don't know what to think...What to do....he said that he love me, but he must forget about his feelings, 'cause he can't hurt himself and me, when he leaves...
Help.
Yesterday my bf and I had to brake up. Well, "had to"....Ok, we've been together for 2 months, maybe not long, but we already felt very strong and deep feelings, were together almost 24/7, had a great time, "perfect couple". Last week was strange, he was kind of sad and absend minded and finally 2 days ago he said that he signed a contract for 8-months-cruise on the ship on Canary Islands, starting in March. Well, i knew about thses plans, but there was no sign of any details, any contracts, any dates etc. so, i wasn't worry, although i said that i don't wanna him to go and maybe we can do something else to earn the money for the new flat etc etc. But he did it. I was really angry! I didn't know what to say, what to do with us... We had very bad argue, full of strong words...
Yesterday he called me and said that we MUST brake up. for us. For our future. That he loves me sooooo much now, and he can't go deeper into this (or any) realtionship, 'cause it will be even more painful for him , for me etc etc. 8 months without each other can change everything, and he doesn't want to think about this. he wants to stop this realtionship now, before it will be stronger etc etc.
I just can't understand that decision, i'd love to spend next 3 months with him, show him, that we can make it etc etc, but he doesn't know what he really wants, and said this decision is the best he can see now.
It hurts....
I don't know what to think...What to do....he said that he love me, but he must forget about his feelings, 'cause he can't hurt himself and me, when he leaves...
Help.